chaos
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jr
Oct 20, 2006 19:11:40 GMT -5
Post by chaos on Oct 20, 2006 19:11:40 GMT -5
Mary...do you mean you think that's what injured him?
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Gaignun
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jr
Oct 20, 2006 19:14:16 GMT -5
Post by Gaignun on Oct 20, 2006 19:14:16 GMT -5
....red dragon mode.....
damn it......he's only suppose to use it in an adult body. if he uses it in his child body, it takes a toll on him. i've told him this so many times.....and even knowing the risk of using the red dragon as a child, he wouldn't let himself be an adult, even just for a second..... he took a chance and got hurt because of his self mortification.....
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chaos
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jr
Oct 20, 2006 19:15:32 GMT -5
Post by chaos on Oct 20, 2006 19:15:32 GMT -5
Self-mortification?
I wasn't aware... Although I did always wonder why he wouldn't grow up...
But how does he mean to seek penance by staying a child?
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Gaignun
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jr
Oct 20, 2006 19:23:24 GMT -5
Post by Gaignun on Oct 20, 2006 19:23:24 GMT -5
although jr acts light and carefree, jr.....is actually a troubled soul.
14 years ago, during the miltian conflict, we were sent in to attack U-DO. jr, or rubedo, was in charge of the mission. can you believe that once, long ago, he was actually the most mature of us all?
well.....he was afraid of u-do, just like our father always was. so at the last minute, he broke the link between us URTVs.
many URTVs died. i was injured by u-do, and our brother albedo suffered long lasting mental effects.
rubedo was very shaken up that day and wouldnt talk to anyone for a week. when he finally came to, he was a different person...... no longer the take-charge rubedo we once knew.
over the years, we all grew up, but he didn't. urtvs have the ability to change their age, but we couldn't understand why he was doing it. i would ask him many times, but he always said the same thing, that growing up was "for losers."
one night, after the kukai foundation was already founded, jr had a nightmare and came into my office crying. he told me he dreamed that it "was happening all over again." that night, he told me the truth......that the urtvs who died because of his cowardice would never have the chance to grow up and live full lives, so why should he?
he was punishing himself for them, and he kept it to himself all that time.
jr pretends he just wants to stay a kid because he can't be bothered growing up....but that's not the case. he's a guilty soul, and no matter what i try to do to make him forgive himself and grow up the way he's able to, he never does. in the back of my head, i've always had the fear that something dangerous would happen to jr because of his decision..... and it finally did.
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chaos
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jr
Oct 20, 2006 19:28:33 GMT -5
Post by chaos on Oct 20, 2006 19:28:33 GMT -5
I...I never knew.
But making yourself suffer as an act of redemption... It's not right, even if it feels like it is...
My heart goes out to your brother...your son.
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Gaignun
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jr
Oct 20, 2006 19:30:55 GMT -5
Post by Gaignun on Oct 20, 2006 19:30:55 GMT -5
thank you, chaos.... there's something about you that calms people down. i get the feeling that jr will be ok. he has good friends looking out for him.
he is, isn't he......both my brother and son..... it shouldnt work so well, but it does.
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Gaignun
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jr
Oct 20, 2006 19:31:22 GMT -5
Post by Gaignun on Oct 20, 2006 19:31:22 GMT -5
......but when it gets down to it, he's my son more then anything else.
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chaos
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jr
Oct 20, 2006 19:34:38 GMT -5
Post by chaos on Oct 20, 2006 19:34:38 GMT -5
But that's the nice thing about families... There are no restrictions on what yours is allowed to look like. All that matters is that you have love each other--and you do.
Let your conscience be cleansed... We'll bring him home.
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jr
Oct 20, 2006 19:35:32 GMT -5
Post by Rosellus on Oct 20, 2006 19:35:32 GMT -5
You know what. I'm going too. Citrine, you can beat me up if you want, but this is Rubedo we're talking about here!
Let me go! I'll change my body for this if I have to!
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Citrine
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jr
Oct 20, 2006 19:38:39 GMT -5
Post by Citrine on Oct 20, 2006 19:38:39 GMT -5
...Well, YOU can come. <3
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momo
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jr
Oct 20, 2006 19:40:01 GMT -5
Post by momo on Oct 20, 2006 19:40:01 GMT -5
Me thinks this be fun fun fun fun fun! PINKY GOT PEOPLE FRIEND THINGYS! NOW SNOO SNOO COME LOOKING HER OUT! TEE HEE! MASTER PLEASE HE WILL BE!
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